close your eyes and dream.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. right now its 10:53 and i just got home from working 13 hrs today. along with 12 yesterday. and another 12-13 tomorrow and friday. and right now i'm wondering if i REALLY want to do this job for the rest of my life. i was about in tears tonight on the way home, partly because i'm exhausted partly because i know i have to do it all again tomorrow. the worst part is, is that I'm not even close to putting in the hours my boss has for this week. she's been there 7 am to whenever we are done the past three days and will continue for the next week and half until this is all over. and what gets me is that even though we can all bitch at each other and have a bad attitude she continues to pull through and make things happen. and i think to myself, can i really do this? and will i be able to? i know that I'm only 20 and that she has way more experience on me, but still do i have it in me? after a night like this one, i tend to think i might be more suited being a secretary or a school teacher. but then again, i would die of boredom from sitting at desk all day, and i don't work very well with kids. So i guess cakes are in my favor. ha. 

oohhhh boy. I'm glad this day is over. wednesdays are just horrible. BUT we got some 90+ plus cakes all iced and ready to go for tomorrow, including 20 some already decorated and ready for boxing. So, it looks like we are going to be ok after all. soon, this week will be over and then i get to look forward to next week where we have 9 weddings. oh yes.